fatigue.

im tired.
im bummed.
im emo.
im not me.

oh man.maybe being tired makes you EXTRA emo.not only feeling bummed or disappointed or depressed makes you emo alright.but im experiencing both.which kinda sucks.it's like extra extra EXTRA emo.

tessa and i got emo today at the same time.somehow.impromtu.im emo till now.cute huh.we started getting emo after we got our lunch and went to sit and eat.we put down our food.washed our hands.went back to consume our food.the moment our butts hit the sit and we said our grace,we fell silent and no more words were exchanged.all we did was to stare at our noodles as they entered our mouths to be assimilated.at the stall,i had already told ben that i was taking the chopsticks and spoons for him and jim.guess that fell on deaf ears or he hadnt cared.they came back with their food shortly with an extra set of utensils EACH.the reason being they thought that i might've poisoned their utensils.that pissed me off real bad cos i was emo already.i flung the chopsticks and spoons i had collected on the table and went back to my food.i said nothing.i was stoning and caught up with my thoughts when suddenly ben asked me why i was so emo,just staring and eating my food.i gave him a weak smile and continued.that surprised me cos even jim my best friend (since i dont know when) didnt even notice that i was feeling down and yet ben who ive only known for 2 months noticed.good observation skills there. (: so anyway,i just carried on with my food.and when i finished,i muttered that i needed more food.jim kinda wondered since when needing more food was part of my dictionary.ha.i walked tot he prata stall to get my rice thing but there was none.rarrr.i walked back and started sucking on my ching chow.that made even more emo cos i was staring into blank space due to the fact that there was nothing else to do.then at 1432h,tessa and i decided to leave for english remedial class.we didnt know where to go and were walking among the uniform group people.we entered 2 LTs wrongly and we pretty embarrassed.finally we remembered that it was at one of the classrooms.we went it for a brief 30minutes and were let off.once we step out of the classroom.we emo-ed.or rather continued with it.we then went on to look for people to go for ice cream with us.no one would.no one had the time to.so off we went.emo-ing away.we too bus 74 to the daily scoop for ice cream on a nice warm brownie. (: that made us happy.but we still emo-ed.as we did,we talked,for about 2 hours.it was good to know we could support each other when it comes to such matters. ((:

this has been emo week.

toodles~

muacks!

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